today was terrible.
i woke up late.
i wasn't able to pass our assignment in spcm.
i wasn't myself because of nervousness for my third video.
what i feared came true.
it wasn't accepted again.
in short, i should make my fourth video.
damn. i'm really getting tired of this.
repeat and repeat.
always better but not enough.
what should i do?
is this a sign that i should get extended? or a challenge again? which is which?
hahai..
pero salamat sa aking mga kaibigan na pilit akong pinasaya kaninang hapon..
napakasupportive nila pagkatapos kong humagulgol.
salamat kay karel, daryl at irish. salamat sa karaoke moments natin kanina. kahit puro para kay george ang mga kanta natin. hahaha. peace george.
salamat kay teena at marie na pinalakas ang loob ko sa paggawa ng animation video nalang. kaso narealize kong kelangan ko gumawa ng bagong proposal kung gagawin ko nalang animation ang video ko. so ma.e.extend pa rin ako if ever. hahai. pero salamt parin sa pag comfort sa akin nug humagulgol ako.
salamat din sa'yo kuyadoyle for giving suggestions sa akin. sana nga lang pumayag nag mga sinaggest mo. hahai.
salamat sa'yo kent for making me happy tonight. happy monthsari ulit sa atin. salamat sa simpleng celebration. hahaha. simple lang pero masyadong okay. i love it.
salamat sa inyong lahat. sana nga lang ay makagraduate pa rin ako on time kahit masyado nang maraming dagok ang dinulot sa akin ng thesis kong ito. pinpilit ko talagang maging optimistic pero napapagod na ako.
siguro ay kelangan ko nalang hintayin ang wednesday pati thursday at nanag malaman ko kung ano talaga ang mangyayari sa akin.
pero hinihiling ko talaga na maging maayos ang lahat. dahil hindi ko talaga alam kung paano ko sasabihin sa ermats ko ang lahat ng ito. at hindi ko parin tanggap ang posibilidad na baka extended ang life ko sa UPMIn.
*sigh.. help.. :(
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
TOMORROW IS THE DAY.
my ged.
i'm really nervous for tomorrow.
even though i'm bing optimistic about it, i can't help but think what if?
gosh. i just hope she will accept it finally. i am hoping that i have already reached her standards.
ged.
i'm really nervous big time. :)
i'm really nervous for tomorrow.
even though i'm bing optimistic about it, i can't help but think what if?
gosh. i just hope she will accept it finally. i am hoping that i have already reached her standards.
ged.
i'm really nervous big time. :)
Thursday, February 18, 2010
SECRETS OF LOVE? :)
NOTE: I got this from Nisa's note.. :)
THE FIRST SECRET
The Power of Thought.Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships.Affirmations can change our beliefs
and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help you recognize humor her when you meet him or her.
THE SECOND SECRET
The Power of Respect.You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself: "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself: "What do I respect about them?"
THE THIRD SECRET
The Power of Giving.If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship ask not what the other person will be able to give to you, but rather what will you be able to give them.The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.
THE FOURTH SECRET
The Power of Friendship.To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not
consist of gazing into each others eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grow. If you want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.
THE FIFTH SECRET
The Power of Touch.Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.
THE SIXTH SECRET
The Power of Letting Go."If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you it's yours,if it doesn't it never was." Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts, and grievances. Love means letting goof our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me-today is the beginning of a new life."
THE SEVENTH SECRET
The Power of Communication.When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them. Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them. If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and... why are you waiting?
THE EIGHTH SECRET
The Power of Commitment. If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have a loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.
THE NINTH SECRET
The Power of Passion.Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment,enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.
THE TENTH SECRET
The Power of Trust. Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feel strapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself: "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" If the answer is "NO", then you must think very carefully before you make any type of commitment.
THE FIRST SECRET
The Power of Thought.Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships.Affirmations
and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help you recognize humor her when you meet him or her.
THE SECOND SECRET
The Power of Respect.You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself: "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself: "What do I respect about them?"
THE THIRD SECRET
The Power of Giving.If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship ask not what the other person will be able to give to you, but rather what will you be able to give them.The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.
THE FOURTH SECRET
The Power of Friendship.To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not
consist of gazing into each others eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grow. If you want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.
THE FIFTH SECRET
The Power of Touch.Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.
THE SIXTH SECRET
The Power of Letting Go."If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you it's yours,if it doesn't it never was." Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts, and grievances. Love means letting goof our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me-today is the beginning of a new life."
THE SEVENTH SECRET
The Power of Communication.When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them. Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them. If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and... why are you waiting?
THE EIGHTH SECRET
The Power of Commitment. If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have a loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.
THE NINTH SECRET
The Power of Passion.Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment,enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.
THE TENTH SECRET
The Power of Trust. Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feel strapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself: "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" If the answer is "NO", then you must think very carefully before you make any type of commitment.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
UBER-UBER.
iniwan mo na nga siya, ba't mo pa babalikan?
dahil pinagsisihan mong iniwanan mo siya?
or dahil ayaw mong makita na masaya na siya sa piling ng iba?
kung ako sa 'yo, wag kanang manggulo.
pasimple ka rin noh?
yan talaga ang napapala ng mga taong di alam kung anong gusto.
kami pa talaga ang pinapahirapan mo.
sa totoo lang, ayaw na kitang patulan pa.
kasi it's cheap eh.
eh kaso patuloy ka sa panggugulo mo eh.
gunggong ka pala eh.
lumugar ka nga sa lugar mo.
o baka gusto mo pang ako ang maghatid sa lugar mo?
ayoko na ring magkasala pa.
kaya di ko na sasabihin sa blog kon ito kung sino ka.
pero obvious ata kung sino ang tinutukoi ko rito eh.
hay naku. i'm not telling anything na lang.
baka ako pa ang magmukhang masama niyan.
basta. naiinis ako sa 'yo.
naiinis talaga.
peste ka.
magsure2 ka nga sa kung ano ba talaga ang gusto mo.
at nang di malito ang mga tao sa 'yo.
uber-uber ka kasi.
dahil pinagsisihan mong iniwanan mo siya?
or dahil ayaw mong makita na masaya na siya sa piling ng iba?
kung ako sa 'yo, wag kanang manggulo.
pasimple ka rin noh?
yan talaga ang napapala ng mga taong di alam kung anong gusto.
kami pa talaga ang pinapahirapan mo.
sa totoo lang, ayaw na kitang patulan pa.
kasi it's cheap eh.
eh kaso patuloy ka sa panggugulo mo eh.
gunggong ka pala eh.
lumugar ka nga sa lugar mo.
o baka gusto mo pang ako ang maghatid sa lugar mo?
ayoko na ring magkasala pa.
kaya di ko na sasabihin sa blog kon ito kung sino ka.
pero obvious ata kung sino ang tinutukoi ko rito eh.
hay naku. i'm not telling anything na lang.
baka ako pa ang magmukhang masama niyan.
basta. naiinis ako sa 'yo.
naiinis talaga.
peste ka.
magsure2 ka nga sa kung ano ba talaga ang gusto mo.
at nang di malito ang mga tao sa 'yo.
uber-uber ka kasi.
LOVE IS IN THE AIR AGAIN.. :)
After 48 years( exag!) ay nagkaboyfriend na ulit ako. naks naman. sa pagiging choosy ko last year, siya lang pala ang makakakuha ulit ng heart ko. tsar again. pero totoo naman.
wala lang. siyempre, parang ang tagal-tagal bago nag.sink in ulit sa akin na may bf na nga ako. heller. ikaw ba naman matagal nawalan ng boyfriend, siguro naman mararamdaman mo ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. pero masarap naman sa feeling na meron na ulit. meron na namang dumagdag. hahaha.
at heto pa, mahaba-habang usapan din ang pinagdaanan namin bago naging finally kami. kasi naman, di naman talaga nating ma-i-i-deny na talagang natorpe siya. gwapo naman pero torpe nga lang.
buti na nga lang kamo, sa tulong nang aming friends, ay nasabi niya ang dapat niyang sabihin sa akin. pero mind you.. di rin biro ang naging ligawan namin. xet. pero chox lang naman. na.keri rin lang naman din. hahaha
at kaya ngyon, almost 1month na kami. 1month pa lang. adjustment stage palang. kasi nga bago pa nga lang kami. hehe
sabi pa nila, may resemblance pa siya dun sa luma ko. ung iba naman, taller version lang. hai naku. bahala na kung anong mga comments nila. basta all i can say for now, na better siya. sana nga lang better siya. naguumpisa palang kami, kaya di ko talaga masasabi. tama diba?
and one thing for sure, inlababoosh ako ngayon. siguro naman noh, kasi kung hindi, edi sana, hindi pa kami or hindi kami ngayon. buti nalang at naging requited ang love ko for someone. ang sayang maramdaman ulit ang ganitong feeling..
thanks for the respect, appreciation, care and love..
thanks kent eymard respuesto..
p.s. salamat sa presents mo nung valentines.. it's been awhile.. and though we only stayed at home, it's way,way better compared kung lumabas pa tayo.. hehe.. :)
wala lang. siyempre, parang ang tagal-tagal bago nag.sink in ulit sa akin na may bf na nga ako. heller. ikaw ba naman matagal nawalan ng boyfriend, siguro naman mararamdaman mo ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. pero masarap naman sa feeling na meron na ulit. meron na namang dumagdag. hahaha.
at heto pa, mahaba-habang usapan din ang pinagdaanan namin bago naging finally kami. kasi naman, di naman talaga nating ma-i-i-deny na talagang natorpe siya. gwapo naman pero torpe nga lang.
buti na nga lang kamo, sa tulong nang aming friends, ay nasabi niya ang dapat niyang sabihin sa akin. pero mind you.. di rin biro ang naging ligawan namin. xet. pero chox lang naman. na.keri rin lang naman din. hahaha
at kaya ngyon, almost 1month na kami. 1month pa lang. adjustment stage palang. kasi nga bago pa nga lang kami. hehe
sabi pa nila, may resemblance pa siya dun sa luma ko. ung iba naman, taller version lang. hai naku. bahala na kung anong mga comments nila. basta all i can say for now, na better siya. sana nga lang better siya. naguumpisa palang kami, kaya di ko talaga masasabi. tama diba?
and one thing for sure, inlababoosh ako ngayon. siguro naman noh, kasi kung hindi, edi sana, hindi pa kami or hindi kami ngayon. buti nalang at naging requited ang love ko for someone. ang sayang maramdaman ulit ang ganitong feeling..
thanks for the respect, appreciation, care and love..
thanks kent eymard respuesto..
p.s. salamat sa presents mo nung valentines.. it's been awhile.. and though we only stayed at home, it's way,way better compared kung lumabas pa tayo.. hehe.. :)
IMMIGRATION VISA
masyado akong excited noon nang sinabi ng ermats ko na magfafile na raw siya ng immigration namin last january.. talagang super excited dahil finally, makakapiling ko na mom ko..
kaso nung finally na niyang sinabi na nagfile na siya, di ko maintindihan yung bigalng naramdaman ko. dati eh sigurado akong excited ako, pero ngayon, ewan ko bah..
marahil siguro naging close ako sa mga taong kasa.kasama ko ngayon.. sila kasi ang kaagapay ko sa mga panahong nangangailangan ako ng tulong.. sa mga panahong malungkot ako.. sa mga panahong wala akong magawa.. actually, i think sa lahat ng panahon.. patawa ba ako? hehehe.. :)
pero sa totoo lang, pakiramdam ko ayoko nag lisanin ang pinas. feel ko kasi dito ako magiging masaya.. nandito na ang mga friends kong maaasahan.. nandito rin ung special someone ko.. kaya ngal ang, wala rito yung mga kapamilya kong matagal ko nang di nakikita.
matagal pa naman ang four years. matagal pa nga, pero baka di ko namamalayang 4 years na pala at baka tuluyan na akong pumunta sa tate.
eh parang desidido ata ang ermats ko na makuha kami kagad dito sa pinas at magkasam na kami ulit..
buti sana kung pwede kaggad ako makabalik dito pag nagkataon, eh hindi naman dahil ang mahal mahal kaya ng pamasahe noh. todo kayod muna bago ako makabalik dito. hahai.
kasi naman.. baka siguro di ko kaya tanggapin ang fact na kaapg nagkatotoo na talaga ito, first taym kong mangiiwan ng mga tao. eh sanay pa naman akong ako ang iniiwan. oops! di ako emo ha.. nagsasabi lamang ako ng totoo. alam ko kaya ang pakiramdam nang iiwanan.. at truly, masakit noh. lalo na kung di mo alam kung kelang kayo ulit magkikita ng taong iiwanan mo..
wala lang. gusto ko lang malaman ng mga taong makakabasa nito ang nararamdaman ko tungkol sa bagay na ito. ewan ko ba, naiiyak nga ako habang ginagawa itong blog na ito. tsar! peri di nga, naiiyak lang ako. shet. ang layo-layo pa ng 4years pero parang pakiramdam ko ang lapit- lapit na.
sige lang. marami pang pwedeng mangyari. ika nga nila, "it's too soon to tell what may really happen.."
:)
kaso nung finally na niyang sinabi na nagfile na siya, di ko maintindihan yung bigalng naramdaman ko. dati eh sigurado akong excited ako, pero ngayon, ewan ko bah..
marahil siguro naging close ako sa mga taong kasa.kasama ko ngayon.. sila kasi ang kaagapay ko sa mga panahong nangangailangan ako ng tulong.. sa mga panahong malungkot ako.. sa mga panahong wala akong magawa.. actually, i think sa lahat ng panahon.. patawa ba ako? hehehe.. :)
pero sa totoo lang, pakiramdam ko ayoko nag lisanin ang pinas. feel ko kasi dito ako magiging masaya.. nandito na ang mga friends kong maaasahan.. nandito rin ung special someone ko.. kaya ngal ang, wala rito yung mga kapamilya kong matagal ko nang di nakikita.
matagal pa naman ang four years. matagal pa nga, pero baka di ko namamalayang 4 years na pala at baka tuluyan na akong pumunta sa tate.
eh parang desidido ata ang ermats ko na makuha kami kagad dito sa pinas at magkasam na kami ulit..
buti sana kung pwede kaggad ako makabalik dito pag nagkataon, eh hindi naman dahil ang mahal mahal kaya ng pamasahe noh. todo kayod muna bago ako makabalik dito. hahai.
kasi naman.. baka siguro di ko kaya tanggapin ang fact na kaapg nagkatotoo na talaga ito, first taym kong mangiiwan ng mga tao. eh sanay pa naman akong ako ang iniiwan. oops! di ako emo ha.. nagsasabi lamang ako ng totoo. alam ko kaya ang pakiramdam nang iiwanan.. at truly, masakit noh. lalo na kung di mo alam kung kelang kayo ulit magkikita ng taong iiwanan mo..
wala lang. gusto ko lang malaman ng mga taong makakabasa nito ang nararamdaman ko tungkol sa bagay na ito. ewan ko ba, naiiyak nga ako habang ginagawa itong blog na ito. tsar! peri di nga, naiiyak lang ako. shet. ang layo-layo pa ng 4years pero parang pakiramdam ko ang lapit- lapit na.
sige lang. marami pang pwedeng mangyari. ika nga nila, "it's too soon to tell what may really happen.."
:)
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