SUMMER SAYA AT ANG PAGHIHINTAY NIYA. :)

summer saya ba talaga?
oo naman.
kahit nung umpisa, parang halos wala akong magawa,
nang kalaunan, naging busy na akong tao.
volunteer dito, volunteer doon.
nood ng dvd dito, nood ng dvd doon.
pasyal dito, pasyal doon.
kaya tuloy ang pera ko na dapat nasa saving s ko ay nawalang parang bula.
pero at least naman, naging masaya ako.
summer din kasi, kelangang sulitin.
kasi pag pasukan na, patay tau.
thesis year pa naman.
kelangan maging subsob kuno.
as if.
haha.
pustahan tayo, subsob na kung subsob, pero di parin mawawala
ang inuman,
overnights,
at secret.
haha.

siguro nga tama yung ginawa kong pagsusulit sa summer.
kasi alam kong magiging stressed na naman ako sa pasukan.
sana naman magbunga ang stress na yan.
isa lang naman hiling namin eh.
ang makagradweyt on time?
mahirap bang matupad ito?
hindi naman siguro.
basta may tiyaga lang talaga.

at isa pa nga pala,
buti nalang din talaga at sinulit ko ang summer na tio,
kasi kung pagpapalain ako ni bossing at makakagradweyt on time,
ang '09 summer nag huling summer ko bilang estudyante.
iba ang summer ng estudyante sa professional diba?


panibagong pagsubok na naman ang haharapin.
panibagong pagusbok na kelangang malampasan.
at alam kong malalampasan ito.
kelangan.
dapat.
bakit?
NAGHIHINTAY NA ANG MAKATI SA AMIN. *wink*

LAGI NA LANG.

lagi nalang.
sa tuwing kinakausap kita,
lagi nalang.
di ko na tuloy alam ang gagawin ko sa yo.
di ko na maintindihan ng sobra-sobra kung bakit ka ganyan.
ano ba kasi talaga ang gusto mo?
pinatawad na kita at lahat-lahat.
nirerespeto pa rin kahit palagi mo nalang akong sinasaktan.
di ko parin alam kung bakit ka ganyan makaasta.
ano ba ako sayo talaga?
di ba dapat alam mo ang sagot sa tanong kong yan?
pero bakit parang di yang ang turing mo sa akin?
tinanggap ko ang mga pagkakamali mo.
pero bakit pakiramdam kong di mo tanggap ang mga ito?
bakit pakiramdam ko pa ata ako ang may mali?
hindi ba't parang di ata dapat ito?
sana naman ay magbago ka na.
sabi nila lahat ng tao nagbabago.
pero bakit pakiramdam ko ikaw hinid?
tao ka ba?
tao naman siguro diba?
kaya sana maramdaman mo tong sakit na nararamdaman mo.
pakiramdaman mo kasi nang maramdaman mo kasi.
isipin mo naman ako.
isipin mo naman na ako ang nakakarma dahil sa mga ginagawa mo.
bat mo kaya ako natitiis pero ikaw hinid ko matiis?
ano ba?
hihintayin ko nalang ba ang araw kung kelan mararamdaman ko ulit..
ang pagiging ama mo, DAD?

AKO RAW ITO,. :)

at dahil nagustuhan ko ung quiz na tinake ni maa, tinake ko na rin. haha! :)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

-downtoearth? haha.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

-anu bang napala ko sa pagiging ganito? haha. nevertheless, i think magiging ganito pa rin ako in the near future. pero thesis mu na tau tol.. haha! :)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

-i hope so. i am still hoping. ayoko naman ding tumandang dalaga noh. haha. :)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

-nalilito na talaga ako. ganito ba talaga ako? haha. siguro nga. di natin alam. haha. pero sabi rin ng iba ganito raw ako. pero seryoso naman pag tinamaan na. haha. :)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

-tumpak ka jan ate! kaya nga sa sobrang pagka.importante nito sakin, natatakot ako na baka di makagradweyt on time. pero hinihiling ko talaga na makakagradweyt kami ng mga kabatch ko on time. sige na bossing. :)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

-sino bang hindi gugustuhin ang ganito? kahit sino naman siguor gustong magkaroon ng trabahong kaya kang buhayin. :)

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

- this is my dream talaga eversince. to be successful in life.. :)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

-though many people think that i am an independent person, i just couldn't deny the fact that i hate being alone. i mean, who doesn't, right? and i know i have my friends who are ready na makipagsabayan sa mga trips ko if ever man. haha. :)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

-tumpak na naman ba ito? malamang. lately ko lang din kasi napagtanto na may pagka.moody din ako.. haha..
full of energy? mo lang. confident ako? siguro, pero di naman masyado.. haha.. :)

why do all people notice it?

i wasn't really bothered before about it.
i knew that it has become noticeable after i also noticed it myself.
i became used to it the moment my friends and other acquaintances commented on it.
i just told myself that it's normal to experience it.
what made me more like it is because some of my friends commented that it looked good to me, that i became more beautiful.

one of the tricycle drivers also noticed and commented that way to me.
i guess it is really noticeable.

one day, i woke up early and decided to buy taho.
i was still sleepy when i bought it and the taho vendor did not look familiar to me.
however, he said something that made me awake and bothered all of a sudden.
i never thought i would hear him say that to me.
we are not even close and again, he's face is not familiar.
know what he told me after i gave him the money?
"nanaba lague ka?"