TOTALLY FORGOTTEN

i don't know why i've suddenly thought of it.
i guess i couldn't remember that feeling anymore.
or should i say i don't want to feel it anymore?

but it's impossible not to feel it.
especially when you're getting scared.
'coz you know you're bound to feel it again..


as for me, i keep on rejecting every possibility
that would cause me to feel that way.
or maybe i don't like them at all to be that someone.

however, why do i feel that it's not what i think it is?
that maybe, i'm not really prepared at all..
to feel it again..
to feel it from someone again..

honestly, i think i have forgotten what it feels like..
the feeling of being in love and to be loved by someone special..